i miss you, amberthe image of your face settling through the haze of distance and the scathing burn of tears. there is only emptiness without you—i could bleed myself empty but it wouldn’t make me feel you again. i don’t want to touch anything ever again—my hands are numb from desperately grasping at an addiction, poisonous beauty beyond my reach, suddenly gone in the space between denial and pain— all it takes for a nightmare to rise pressing screaming to the surface. reaching for someone who isn’t (t)here—the ghost of your stained memory, as beautiful as i remembi miss you, amber
bulimic of you(you’re making me bulimic)bulimic of you
bingeing
on
skin and the part of you that i thought was real. (i loved someone who was never there. i loved the person you never were. i loved you, but you were never real.) bingeing on the lies.
(of you)
choking on the truth- you put your finger down my throat (because i’ve forgotten how) without realizing it. -and i throw up the image of your face, your name written in bile across the backdrop of my seething pain. purging every part of you that leaves me s
the irony tastes like prozac. . . . . my thoughts are consumed with the last fleeting vision of your face, stained with the tears that i thought were mine alone: shed for pain inflicted by another. --but i never knew that i was hurting you, (killing you inside) & you just.don’t. love.me-- . . . (t.he) numbness consumes (/seeps into my s.k.i.n) before my shattered heart can even comprehend the pain. only silence bleeds from my (pale) lips, frozen in time with my bruised heartbeat, now slowed by the reality: that whispers promises of (soon.to.come) agonythe irony tastes like prozac
stay awayi can’t stand the (putrid) taste of vomit rising(burning)((in))my throat at the simple touch of (clean/worthy) fingers against my (filthy)s(k)in. stay away from me. skin against (my) flesh & the tears stream down my face like saline(mixedwith-)acid. scream(s) rise somewhere deep in(side) (me) at the mere thought of someone’s fingers brushing with mine. stay away from me. don’t let your touch seep into me, i’ll feel dirtycontaminatedused. (not that anyone would want to use something like me.) don’t look at me, my eyes will penetrate you. don’t fucking touch me, my filth wistay away
thanksgiving
Agony
u come home so we can hang out =]]
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oh wait.
nevermind.
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darling,
did i bleed this
beautiful?
-colormeWorthless
& jesus i'm sorry... thinking of how where that innocent comment was going, you must think of her all the fuckin time.
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I'm not gonna comment on all of them, a few, but definitly not all. You already know what I think of your oh so lervally work <333333 But yeah.
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....Goddamnit I feel so unloved now XD XD *shuts uop and leaves you alone*
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darling,
did i bleed this
beautiful?
-colormeWorthless
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